Today has been absolutely unproductive. Although I did manage to make a dentist's appointment and I did just apply to a couple of part time jobs. To be perfectly frank, I don't really want to work. I keep feeling like this is my last chance ever when I'll be able NOT to work and the rest of my life will be filled with working non-stop, and that prospect is quite frightening for my naturally lazy disposition. But nevertheless, I feel guilty at least not trying to get me a job. My schedule will be awfully empty this semester, and I will be all guilt-ridden if I have nothing else to do.

I made myself take a shower today with expectation of making a trip to Brighton Beach for some russian music CD's. But I never made it out there. Instead I've been sitting here using this amazing website (http://www.rbcmp3.com) on which you can pre-listen to songs before you decide whether you want to buy them - mostly russian songs. Right now I'm enjoying this great CD by In-Grid. It's almost as if i'm walking the streets of Paris while sitting on my couch. But not quite.

Tomorrow at least I have something that I must get done. I have an appointment with a wedding photographer. She seems terrific. Her pictures make me cry. Because of that, and also because I am too lazy to look for someone else - I am fairly certain that we're going to wind up hiring her.