decisions decisions
State of mind: somewhat agitated
Miles ran today: 4
Dunkin Donuts Iced Coffees consumed: 1
Subjects reviewed: 2 (Torts and Contracts) Out of a possible 23! Although to be honest, some are MUCH less involved than others, and these are biggies.
Vadim is leaving me for the week, he's going to DC for work, and this is the hell week (if I haven't mentioned it before). I cannot decide whether I should spend the week at my parents' house or stay here alone. I know it's not such a huge decision, but I just can't make it! Reasons why i'm confused:
1) I would have to bring tons of stuff with me, like all these books, laptop, notes, clothes (because I am frantic like that, and even thought I will likely not use them all, I'll feel scared to leave some of them at home). And this is a pain.
2) There would be more place for me to study here (obviously) since Vadim will be gone - and absolutely no distractions (except all the ones that I create myself, from which I woulnd't be able to escape regardless of where I stay). My parents will be at work during the day, so the only possible distractions there would be at night, which isn't so terrible since they are nice and would do as much as possible to give me a chance to study.
3) I can't decide where I'll be more sane, and being sane is very important to effective studying. Will I go crazy from being all alone here with absolutely nothing that I can do other than study? Or will it be more of a problem that I'm not in my own home and the little inconveniences that that will bring? I'm thinking it would be nice to spend time with my parents, but I'm not supposed to be spending any time w/ anyone now.
4) Since I've abandoned absolutely all household chores, I will probably eat tons of junkfood here and order takeout instead of having ballanced meals. My parents would feed me (maybe??).
5) I can go to the gym here, which is immensely important as it makes me feel saner. I wouldn't be able to go to the gym there, but I guess I could run outside.
Ok, quick, somebody - what do I do? I need to decide by tomorrow.
Miles ran today: 4
Dunkin Donuts Iced Coffees consumed: 1
Subjects reviewed: 2 (Torts and Contracts) Out of a possible 23! Although to be honest, some are MUCH less involved than others, and these are biggies.
Vadim is leaving me for the week, he's going to DC for work, and this is the hell week (if I haven't mentioned it before). I cannot decide whether I should spend the week at my parents' house or stay here alone. I know it's not such a huge decision, but I just can't make it! Reasons why i'm confused:
1) I would have to bring tons of stuff with me, like all these books, laptop, notes, clothes (because I am frantic like that, and even thought I will likely not use them all, I'll feel scared to leave some of them at home). And this is a pain.
2) There would be more place for me to study here (obviously) since Vadim will be gone - and absolutely no distractions (except all the ones that I create myself, from which I woulnd't be able to escape regardless of where I stay). My parents will be at work during the day, so the only possible distractions there would be at night, which isn't so terrible since they are nice and would do as much as possible to give me a chance to study.
3) I can't decide where I'll be more sane, and being sane is very important to effective studying. Will I go crazy from being all alone here with absolutely nothing that I can do other than study? Or will it be more of a problem that I'm not in my own home and the little inconveniences that that will bring? I'm thinking it would be nice to spend time with my parents, but I'm not supposed to be spending any time w/ anyone now.
4) Since I've abandoned absolutely all household chores, I will probably eat tons of junkfood here and order takeout instead of having ballanced meals. My parents would feed me (maybe??).
5) I can go to the gym here, which is immensely important as it makes me feel saner. I wouldn't be able to go to the gym there, but I guess I could run outside.
Ok, quick, somebody - what do I do? I need to decide by tomorrow.
posted by SmallWonder at 4:09 PM
3 Comments:
stay with us, of course
L, M.
stay with us, of course.
L, M.
well, based on the way you wrote what you wrote, i think you should stay at home. then, afterwards, go spend some relaxing time with your parents. or, stay at home and when (if?) you take a study break, go visit with them to retain your sanity.
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